Last January and February at the very beginning of 2020, I was recording in Victoria, BC Canada with my Producer Joby Baker at Baker Studios. I remember hearing this thing about covid 19 in the background of the recording process, but never in a million years would any of us seen this coming!
After my two weeks of recording finished, I flew back to Byron and straight into rehearsals for a 17 date tour in Australia. My dance card for the year was maxed, and finishing the album was number one. I needed to get back to Canada to record a final vocal on one last song that Mik and I wrote called, Time to Heal It. In addition, Joby and I were scheduled to travel to Mali in May to record some beautiful singers for a song called, I Am a Candle, remix I Believe in You, and then do final mixes for the two previous mentioned track before mastering the whole lot. Not too much to do really! Oh and I forgot, meet with set-designer to finalise the set and prepare for rehearsals in September.
At first the lockdown was hard. But I must say after the dust settled, its been a bit like a holiday as I’d literally been running all over the planet: meeting with a close friend and one of our producers Alex Melnyk at Storyworks in Boulder, Tigrelab, the animators in Barcelona, Lennart de Vos at Crowdled in Berlin who is providing the controller technology for my masks, Brett Jones in San Fransisco at Lightform who signed on as an in-kind sponsor – giving me the capability to use new cutting-edge projection technology for some out-the-box promotional ideas for the Bee Friendly Installations, and recording with Joby in Canada.
Yes, 2020 was a bit of a kick in the guts on a few levels: it completely halted production of our the show. IAABN was scheduled to go into rehearsals in Sept at HOTA, now the recording schedule is shot, and the money we were expecting dried up from the shows for our production (As we were only able to do four out of the 17 shows) was a massive loss to Big Mother my touring company.
However, on a brighter note, it did give me the time to focus on my Bee Friendly Installation and Reef’s 360 underwater concert (I got in the water and sang last year to the fishes). It has been wonderful to have the time to focus on them, actually. And let’s not forget covid gave me the time to travel to the Northern Territory and connect with local Aboriginal communities here.
Interesting new adventures have presented themselves to me whilst I’ve been in the NT. Now, instead of traveling to Mali to record with Joby, I will be traveling to Alice Springs, where I heard a recording of some beautiful singers who are about an hour west of Alice. I think their voices will be perfect for I am a Candle. What is crazy still – covid just locked down Alice!! Arrgh!! Still hemmed in at the moment – thanks Covid!
Relax and trust, trust, trust is my mantra and the only place to stand in within myself at the moment.
Ok, yada yada yada… let us get back the music.
I want to share with you some new music I am just loving! This is fresh vibrant music. I feel like I have grown as a songwriter and singer and storyteller. And I’ve got my radio songs for my productions!! Woohoo a huge win!! I’ve gone down sonic roads that carry a very wide landscape, and works wonderfully with animation and striking visuals.
I Am a Candle – written by Toni Childs and Joby Baker
Ok, the first song I want to share with you is I Am a Candle. This is a raw recording with Joby Baker and myself at the piano. I’m showing Joby the musical threads I am following to get the idea down. This will give you an idea of how a song comes together for us. And then, I am going to play the recording from last February 2020 with the final vocals – it’s a ruff mix without the singers in Alice Springs which I’m hoping to record this year, fingers crossed!
I Believe in You – written by Toni Childs
In this video, I introduce you to Joby Baker – a wonderful human and a great producer and songwriting partner. Joby walks us through the production elements of the song. The version of I Believe in You in the video and the version below the video is till not the final mix. I am saving that… for the final release. I am so happy in my heart to be making some really fresh music and is all mine.
In 2019, when we toured 57 regional theatres across Australia, this was the last song of my Retrospective Show. My God, the reaction at the merch table after the show was off-the-hook. People were literally on their knees – begging ways to get a copy of the song! I just love that!! People are just going crazy for it.. it is like music crack!
Love You’ve Been Looking For – written by Toni Childs and Joby Baker
Joby and I wrote this song together from scratch. Normally, I will write on my own and bring sketches to him and we work from there. But in this instance, I just shared with Joby the direction I wanted to go in and he went from there. Joby spent about six hours on his own working on this, and in the end I loved it and audiences love it too, which makes it even more fun! Enjoy!
Stardust and Time Dreamer – written by Toni Childs and Mik Lavage
This is two of fours songs my future-self sings in the show sings and I am singing to whales and dolphins. (to learn more about my future-self go to the blog post I Guess it Started with a Flower )
Mik is known for writing musical scores for documentary and film, as well as creating beats and dubstep landscapes which feature in our show. Mik presented me with several ambient pieces of music, I couldn’t really relate to at first. But I now know, Mik’s music created a portal for a very special part of me to show up. Life has become a very special journey indeed, and one I would have never have imagined.
I want to give you the opportunity to hear two of the songs that have inspired me to create two very unique production, IAABN and Reef 360 where I give underwater concerts for whales and dolphins.
I start with Stardust and leave you with Time Dreamer. If you’ve enjoyed this post please leave a comment.
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You are an amazing artist with a beautiful soul
Beautiful music Toni – so special to see I Believe In You in concert (more than a few times 😉) It was definitely one of the highlights of the show.
aaaaa thank you Neil!! Kisses!! I am so glad you were able to hear it live!
This music is EPIC.
Simply EPIC.
=Mathew=
“I Believe In You” really hits home – I just turned 50, and while most of the world focuses on women turning 40, and whatnot, few people talk about what men go through when they age and how they feel… This song (for some reason) just hit me and told me not to fear Fifty.
However, I think “Love You’ve Been Looking For” is already my 2nd favorite. It’s just wonderful.
What is my #1?
STARDUST.
That should be an album title… it’s just… I mean… I never thought anything would ever, ever, ever beat “Where’s The Ocean” or “When All Is Said And Done” as my #1 Toni song… but Stardust is taking the lead!!! XOX =Mathew=
Music awakens emotions, soul-connected Singers touch our souls, Stardust would be my favourite, with Time Dreamer next.
It depends which channel is open, to touch that part of your psyche.
Your delivery of ‘Lay down your pain’ went straight to mine and Death was so perfect …
Your music is simply awesome. I especially love I believe in you. Inspiring , emotional & beautiful…sums you up to a t
TIME DREAMER
Love it. This should be an opening track for it’s album. 😃 MHO
I see dancing fireflies when I hear this…
It slowly, and mysterioiusly… draws open the curtain and pulls you in.
=Mathew=
STARDUST <— THIS!!! My #1
Finally, I never thought in all these years any Toni song would top "Where's The Ocean" or "When All Is Said And Done" or "Zimbabwae." Then along comes this little gem STARDUST. When it cut off after the preview time ended and was incomplete, I was like Darth Vader yelling "Noooooo!"
Oh my God. Wow. !!!
This song should be an album title and album closing track. MHO.
#BlownAway
=Mathew=
I BELIEVE IN YOU
This one really hits home for me… I just turned 50. I know people usually talk about women turning 40 and whatnot. However, no one talks about how men feel and I hear this song and it just gives me such a sense of renewal. My niece has some issues and is nervous about starting high school, and I’m going to get this song to her as well. It’s so uplifting. The world really needs a little uplifting… Yes, the terror of the last four years in the USA is over, but we have a lot of work to do. This song provides hope for us all. ♥
=Mathew=
(ALL SONGS)
EPIC. This music is simply EPIC.
In some ways, it’s like your first album UNION and your second album HOUSE OF HOPE had a child together, and this music is the result – and yet, it’s so different and new yet just as superior in terms of quality, but it’s very, very modern. I call this type of music “High Definition Adult Contemporary.” Artists like Linda Lavin, Lisa Stansfield, and Jane Badler… Grace Jones… and of course you, Toni Childs. Very excited for you and all this new material and everything you are doing.
=Mathew=
LOVE YOU’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR
This is my second favorite song. It’s just happy, and fun. We need that right now more than ever. I’m not sure how you feel about “remixes” and club mixes, but this song is a great candidate for it should it become a single.
=Mathew=
I Am a Candle… is so fucking good! I love the gentleness of it, and how your voice goes off at the end… so good.
I was watching Thelma and Louise and heard one of your songs and remembered how much I love
your music and then I ended up in a google portal eventually making it here. What a treat! Can I purchase these songs?? I love them!
Thank you for your comment! Yes, on http://www.tonichilds.com you can purchase Time Dreamer and Stardust on the digital version of It’s All a Beautiful Noise. The digital version is the first version of the album. You can only pre-purchase the next version that includes, I Am a Candle, I Believe in You and Love You’ve Been Looking For. Due to covid we have not been able to complete the recording process. We plan on recording, mixing and mastering before the end of the year.
Thank you for the beautiful gift of your music
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Thank you for this! The new music is so uplifting!
It’s helped me through this lockdown here in Brisbane.
I am so glad my music could help! Thank you for letting me know!
You new music is so deep and beautiful! Thank You Toni for all that You are doing! Lots of love from Italy!
Toni is such an amazing person that’s always
empowering us all with her kind hearted, empathetic spirit. She has such an amazing powerful voice that warms and heals any heart. To know that she “believes in you” and that “your beautiful” she will always be there to guide you.
I’m disappointed to hear about your silkworm project. It seems a cruel irony that, for a compassionate project in support of bees, thousands of silkworms will be boiled alive. I hope you’ll reconsider and use a less cruel fabric.
It is important to note that the silkworms are not boiled they pupate without a cocoon and are able to mature into moths and lay eggs other wise I would not do it! Thank you for your comment.
You are such a blessing and inspiration Toni! So glad to hear more wonderful music from you! Thank you for sharing your gifts Toni.
aaaaaa thank you for your comment!! I am really excited to start moving forward again with my shows
So elated to hear you singing again Toni! You have such a gift! I am so grateful that you share your gifts with us! Blessings be Toni!
Stardust is just phenomenal! A new masterpiece .
I am soooo delighted to hear you love this Stardust!! I am in the studio with Joby Baker my producer in Victoria, BC Canada. We are prepping all the songs for mixing and finishing up a couple of new tracks and will be mixing all the songs for It’s All a Beautiful Noise! The album is quite a departure from previous material and I am so excited to know that by November 5th, 2022 it will be completed!! So grateful!
Thoroughly enjoyed it all!
I thought they were all beautiful but I am a Candle in particular really blew me away. I just loved the ethereal quality of the song.
Beautiful work Toni.
Toni, your artistry knows no bounds. The new music is phenomenal. After listening to all of the songs just once I Believe In You was my fav BUT as is always the case with your music, with each listening experience I love and appreciate them equally! It’s a joyful experience to hear your music! Thank you for sharing and creating, and I thank our wonderful creator for the gift of you!
I Adore AbSoulutely Stardust Toni BeLoved Heart. It speaks to my Soul ✨️.
Loves & Thank you BeautyFull You,
Jeanna🙏🌬💛
… AbSoulutely *Adore Stardust ….💛✨️
You’re right, Toni – I Believe in You is a bit of an anthem!